Knocking on heavens door....

All set to knock heavens door
But will it open?
Only if I know
I can knock with verve
Untill I do
I will suffer this pain
That eats my insides
Every waking hour and day
Is this sky within my reach?
Only if I know
I can spread my wings
Untill I know
You wont clip my feathers
I will stay in this cocoon and live forever
When I touch that soft place
I bulit in your heart
Can you still hear the melody
Or has it broken apart
Tell me now
I shall knock and wait forever
Oh what cruel joy this wait would bring
But untill I know
I shall simply suffer this pain
that eats my inside
every waking hour and day