What I want

I want extreme loneliness without a word a sound
A world with no war but peace
A heart with no desires no wants
A relationship with no expectations
A life that my age deserves
Some affection for its own sake
Love and lust that doesn’t die with youth
Borderless realm of imagination
Dew drops on every blade of grass
The grass to be my bed where my head rests at night
A heart that listens to my mind
Eyes that sleep like a child
Lover’s fingers ruffling through my hair
Nightingales lullaby sweetly drift in the air
A shore to wet my weary legs
A place that I could call my home
To hold the moonlight in my palm
Pluck the stars and string a song
To sleep with no worries
To dream a hundred happy thoughts
Immortality for flowers and trees
For mankind to have one big heart
Language for birds and beast
Sudden bursts of showers on my naked body
Thousand moons in a single sky
A Heaven on earth during my mortal life
To grow in thought acts and deeds
Bursts of words in a fire of poetry
The freedom like the air I breathe
Wings to fly and conquer the sky
Knowledge beyond age and time
To be the first snow drop on the bark of a tree
To be the first woman to have experienced conjugal bliss
To be a bee and live inside a flower
To dance to the beat of pouring rain
Lips that could smile forever
The sun to b a dew drop for a day
The dew drop to the a sun for a night
Wages for a hard days work
To buy a meal with it for a nameless vagabond
Shoulders that could bear sorrows
A heart that could stand betrayals
A mind that could be controlled at will
Patience that could not be lost
A body that dies at my will
Eyes that could detect evil
Legs that could carry me beyond time
Small defeats in life
Smaller wounds that would heal
Faces without masks
Smiles without hypocrisy
A mother to hold my hands when I crawl
Dad and dolls when I learnt to walk
Books to read when Iam five
A pen to hold as my sixth finger
A stranger’s kindness to make me feel wanted

I want this Life to stop cheating from giving everything I want
Death to conquer what life’s taken
A six foot coffin with some holes to breathe
A sepulcher saying “here lays the woman of wants”.